on Monday

Nowadays, I am feeling kind of depressed. I know the reason. You are feeling not compensated even if you have been running so hard for so long time. But in another aspect, I know I have been running to just my own direction. In other words, others even hate your behaviors. So, I know ignored so often even endeavoring so hard. But you should be satisfied as you just selected your own way. As there is no answer, it is wrong to blame you on your act. But the current state is not wrong. Anyway, I want to be satisfied. But it's not easy. It's the running time. Don't spend on unnecessary things. Today, I spent time on unusual things. I called for getting IR camera information and I searched for CGM information. I even sent emails to companies for help. As I am a foreigner, the probability is not high. So, while doing so, I was irritated thinking what I was doing. But finally, I think to spent a good day. I hope there will be response from companies.