on Friday (maybe)

If you are doing something hard, you don't have to worry about anything. You are approaching surely. Today. I watched videos of Mr. Kim. I realized our country's fighting for independence occurred mostly at Chinese country. And those movement is with chinese movement. In other words, there might be nothing or few things in south Korea. But by now, most of us thought most movement occurred in this Korea here. I feel pity that our age education ignore many persons who fought in China. 

Now, I have only one video chapter of his documentary. Yes. So, today is a special day. Of course, I will watch and study another documentary. I don't know when my work will begin again. But by that time, I want to study many interesting knowledge. 

Time is passing past 2 and half pm. 

Can I enter the google company. In fact, that is not important. The more important is whether I can be used to that company well. Of course, I love this current company. But I should prepare for my next years. Surviving is not easy in this area. In this company managing persons is very important. It may be more than just having good and high skill. And that is my very weak area. But I think in the foreign company, it could be different. And I should learn English faster. Working for the foreign company may be a good opportunity. With this wingtip project, I have gotten much experience of development. So, even if I will work in other area - software testing, localization -, it will not be a bad news. And if possible, I want to develpe still. Yes. In my thought, applying may be a good opportunity. It will be not easy. But if that company doesn't accept my applying, that is not bad news. I have prepared many things. And now may be the time to move.  

There's reorganization again. My guess is right. By the way, I felt something. New members are in Wingtip part and old members are in note pc application. No. There's no strange one. Anyway, I should serve at least over average to this organization. Merely working hard is useless. I can't be sure what my new part role is.

I may be too old to enter to another company. Rather, prepare for your goal here when you have time. Yes. At least for a few days, I can use my free time. So, what should I do for preparation? 

Yes. English. There's nothing else. By the way, nowadays, I am watching philosophy lectures. Is it right? Yes. I think so. I want to know about this world more. It may be my hobby. But anyway I feel pleasure as learning things. When will this free time end? It may end soon. But by the time, I have apparent things to do. 

When something is going different from my intention, I often got angry. Most men would be so. But those men would not be wise. Today, I applied for condominium. By the way, that took much time than I thought. Yurang said she was in her mother's home so requested for me to do that. But I doubt whether she really was in her mother's home. And in normal case, I would be working in the company. So, I hoped that she would do it. Thinking now, I was short in getting damage more. 

I should know that sometimes others could get much stress from my shortage.

Just be happy. Yes. I don't know the reason. Thinking back, I have been thinking about only going ahead. 

Thinking back, I could have done better. If you had been more honest... By the way, could I be more honest in that situation? Yes. At that time, you focused on English and just programming. And others hated your such behaving. Of course, you had some reasons. There's no work. Yes. At that time, there's no work. Then, how about se part? At that time, I did my best for my given work. By the way, why did you have so much trouble with others? Its reason was simple. You didn't know the hidden situation. At that time, Mr. Jang and Kim have strong relationship. And you should recognize that. By the way, you just think that is problem and unfair. In other words, you are naive. Trust can't be built suddenly. They were not bad persons. Merely, you are so young and naive. Probably, just English and programming were not the real problem. Now is the same. So, you can be more honest. Focus on cooperation and trust more. It's your weak area. Today, can I take an exam well. I can't be sure. I just take the exam for exercizing. But I hope that I will have good score. But it will not be easy. Okay. Now is the time to go.