Time is flowing. Yuranf brought Sooin to the near hospital. It was for checking Kawasaki desease. There, he got the sleeping pill but as he slept enough preciously, he didnt get to sleep. I heard that from her. I got angry. Why did they give the sleeping pill to the child who has already slept enough? I should have suppressed my angry. But nowadays, I became strange. I get to be a man who cant control his suddrn angry. I dont know the reason. It may be from the conflict with his company's trouble or it may be the his just negative feeling. Anyway, nowadays I am strange. Anyway I left my angry and complaining message to her. And hours later she said I should not show such a attitude. She might be right. I just hoped that Sooin would be fine. Nowadays I did my best for my family. I used vacation just for helping Yurang and playing with child and baby. I came to the company late for helping Yurang for even more hours. But unconsciously I might feel kind of paranonia. Yes. That seems to be the reason. So, I should reduce my stress. By the way how? I know that I dont know the way. At the company I watch lectures as nowadays theres no work. I think theres one way. Think your final goal and feel that you are approaching more and more. Imagine your dream and feel your results until now.
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