on Monday

It's fresh Monday. From sometime, I often think about my future. As there's my original dream and my promotion has been delayed much, that thought has more meaning. 

So, how can I survive following to my dream? Above all, I should think about my real dream. From my young age, I wanted to do something for my friends. Yes. That's the dream over the dream. As I grow, I encounter many good person who worked for animal right. But I faltered to do that work as my major job. 

As working for a company, I often forget my that dream. Recently, I realized that I should focus on my core strength for doing something. Let's say about our company top boss Mr. Lee. As he has much money and control this large organization, his interest of animal loving could be helpful to those animals really. Of course, someone may said that writing good and impressive books could be more helpful and meaningful. But I don't have such ability. So, I should focus on my core ability. What is it? That is earning money. I think so. Although nobody may think so, I think so. Above all, I am good at preventing leaking money. 

But just preventing leaking money is insufficient. You should earn money. Current salary is tight to spend on my living. Nowadays, I think that in any organization, I should be left as top twenty percent group. That is not easy. But in my strong area, it can be possible. Happily, now I entered that area. I think that this photo project was very meaningful to me because I could have self-confidence. With such a thought, I hope that current ongoing project was awarded in this contest. 

But I know just development is not enough. So, this year's development is enough. I should focus on English. That is really important and not easy. In fact, I have prepared for it for more than years. But still, I have much difficulty. But from sometime, I write in English on my blog and write diary. And I get much information from English new site. In other words, I am in state of going ahead hard. 

But it's really not easy. Recently, our Jian was born. Taking care of a baby is really hard. She cries and cries at all time. In fact, Yurang and I can't take a rest even in the weekend. In the company, I should work hard to late night. 

Although I have no solution how I achieve my dream over dream, I am confident that current going direction is the right way.