on Wednesday

I don't know where I am now. I just am going ahead. because now is the time for practicing.

My professor said to live aggressively. For that, we should keep our health in a best condition. Don't go too fast. Take a rest if necessary. Control your breath. 

It's fresh Tuesday. Well, I will do my best for a launcher project. It's a commecial project and it's my first commecial project. It's a best opportunity. I will miss this opportunity. I'll not complain my situation because when I think back my previous experience, this is an best opportunity. Doing what he wants rarely happens really. Giving a meaning to our work is not easy. 

Of course, it's not easy. Sometimes it's very hard. Listening to English is hard too because I can't feel that I am growing. How about reading a newspaper? It's same. At every time reading it, I feel that it's really difficult. Sometimes, I think stopping this. But I will go ahead. 

It is Thursday. I am a little stressed because of a conflict with my boss. In fact, I am not in a position to fight with him. How can I solve this problem? I should keep calm. Just do your work and I will defend any other additional works. 

I hope that you are wise. Although you have a confict with your boss, this fighting is not useful for you. You have your goal and he has his goal. I don't know whether he is wise or not. But you should avoid that conflict and go straight to your goal. What is your goal? It's English and developing experiences. Yes, if he evaluates your developing ability as being low, it may be incorrect. Don't think it shameful. It's not important. Don't focus on your evaluating rate. Focusing on your goal. Read books, study English and improve your developing experiences more. Don't be shameful. He touched your weakness which is little of commercial developing experience but it may be true. Improve your ability continuously. At proper time, move the launcher developing work to SISC. It can be one solution in this situation. Anyway, I know that you are in a hard time. But don't give up. Go ahead. There are many persons like you who do their best for their dream. As long as doning his best, he will see his dream finally. Go your way. Don't waste your time in unnecessary things.