on Wednesday

Today, a person contacted me. She said for me to come there. When I arrived there, she guided me to the meeting room. She said my entering and going out time had some problem. 

Yes. I had wrong thought. This company doesn't pay any money with no reason. As I worked hard, I get to be paid. Mr. Seo is same. He should show his performance to the upper position persons. Yes. I am seeing Mr. Handerson. He is trying to show his performance to Mr. Seo continuously. 

How can I survive in this jungle society. There's no exact answer. But I should have more competitive performance than same level persons. Above all, I should finish my given work perfectly. Today, arriving on Sunday, I checked PLM issue again. Maybe noti app seems to show the bluetooth popup message. But I couldn't guess why this was shown. 

I will forget this tragic accident. I have submitted for approval of working hours. I have realized how I had little confidence for surviving independently. And I felt how organization was strong. Anyway, I should be more cautious. As Yurang said, I should be together with others.

There were lessons learned. You should be more cautious. And you should see forest instead of trees. And surviving is not easy in this world and society. So, if you want to survive independently, you should endeavor more. Anyway, you have realized you have more wish of staying in this company than you thought previously. 

I want to show Sooin and Jian whose father has been doing something with passion. Yes. So, what? That could be kind of business and reading books or something others. 

Yes. You can't play well. You can just pursue something. If it's so, accept your destiny. But enjoy with your giving reward. As you know, there's one apparent solution which is English. For that, memorizing words could be very effective and good solution. I know. It's not easy. But it's possible. Whenever you have time, focus on memorizing at least one word. As time flows, your level will be improved. Do you remember? With no pain, there's no gain. And with given work, finish it very well. I know finishing the work perfectly may be impossible. But do your best for more performance. If you pours your energy more, you can make better result. Yes. I know your fear. 

My house is Sooin's house. I stayed in my apartment since a few years ago and Yurang is same. But my son and daughter-Sooin and Jian- have been lived there from their birth. So, I think the apartment is his and her real home. In the hospital, Sooin said he wanted to go home when I didn't understand his saying. But now, I can understand his saying. This is Wednesday. Today, I can get off the work early. I want to see a movie or take a rest. I said with Handerson that today we will go to his new apartment. But that was not fixed. So, if he doesn't say it today, I will just go my way.

Nowadays, I am thinking many things. If I have much money, I like to go abroad and learn about the outer world. And I read books and watch many lectures. And I want to make something which could be kind of chatbot or testing solution. Someone may say just to start right now. But for that, I have short time. Anyway, I can't leave this company because this company is giving me money and much opportunities. So, I should stay here. But for staying here, I should serve for this company. So, I shoud remeber that surely. I will study many things here whenever I have time. For surviving, I am preparing for two things. The first is programming skill and the other is English. Of course health is the most important. 

I should realize that I have little time and do to the utmost.