on Tuesday

There's reorganization. I can feel how this structure came out. Surely there was a meeting by Mr. Seo. And there's a discussion. Anyway, I am in the same division. Our app part is charging for UX and design development. Mr. Kang seems to be in charge of both all. Mr. Jeong seems to be in charge of development part. 

All professional developers were assigned to platform part except for me. Why? I don't know the reason. It may be because of my age and character. I thing the reason is my age. Anyway, think wisely following your goal. The weakness is there's few high skill developers and the strong is.. Well, I don't know yet. But looking back, there's opportunities when facing difficult situation. I should find it. Mr. Seo said we will develop S node application. 

If I have one concern, that is I don't have any position. That means as I am a newcomer my relation is not strong. So, I could follow other's opinion with no reason. But happily, until now, I could get enough things which I want to experience. So, my focus should be changed. I don't know the direction. As I don't know the s note application, my role my be limited. So, just pursuing high certificate score may be the major goal to me. And keeping balance with others, I could save time and focus on your intended things. Anyway, tomorrow there's a meeting by Mr. Seo. Maybe from the next week, we are going to be getting busier than before. 

Yesterday, I went to SNBU. I relieved Yurang who went home. Sooin seemed to sleep well at first. But as result, he cried too much during sleeping and I slept little. Even if he is my son, I felt hate against him. But he is my lovely son. There's apparent reason and I didn't know that. Today, with Yurang we tried to feed drug to him forcibly but finally failed. I suggested to mix it with meal. I think that's the best way in current situation. Anyway, as organization was announced newly and my position is uncertain, I am feeling much stress. But I should manage that and overcome current crisis. I know my goal surely. Especially, in this year I will focus on English still.